Know What I Mean, Jellybean?

By then I'd had enough

I couldn't stand to watch you die

So I died first, that's how I survived

Now I can't feel the ground tremble beneath my feet

And I won't make a sound while

This town crumbles into the sea

It's been years, even after all this time

I'm still here there's simply nothing inside

When I held your head and whispered into you ear

"It's okay to leave now, there's nothing left for you here"

I knew I had nothing left to fear

It's not hard to keep it inside

A feeling so hard to describe

I don't know if that's okay

I'm gonna do it anyway

Do it anyway

Yeah it hurt, it's almost something else now

I cried so much I thought I might drown

I'm out of tears, I'll make no concessions

Through all these years I've learned a lesson

Every thing I love will die

In due time