I can’t wait

For the day that i become

An alcoholic

I can’t wait

Until i have something

To blame my depression on

I don’t wanna be so down

But, god, i feel like i could use some help here

I can’t wait

Until girls stop telling me

That i’m perfect

I can’t wait

Until i have my dream job

So i don’t feel like the last six years were worthless

I don’t wanna be so down

But i don’t know how to ask for help when i need it