S.I.S.

Come let me tell you a story One that no one else will tell you bout you There were two paths laid befor me One lead to hiddin and one lead to you The truth is i dont think youll love me Cuzz all of the scars that i have from my past My whisdom your a more pure me Some of the evil inside me still last Sometimes i look back and think Tryin my hardest dont call on my shrink Breakin some things in my anger Darling dont hate ya Just hate the way that i think Praying over the skelotons i keep Praying they do not learn how to speak Thinking i may be in trubble So i cant stumble Or share the secrets i keep You were a surprise i tell you We did not expect to even have you But you are the very best prospect Of all of the good that we both have its true But dont think it falls on your shoulders It not your job to fallow our dreams We just want the very best for you Once you are a parent youll know what we mean One day youll worry like this Fixing my tie going off to my shift Gotta mke all of that bread Untill im dead Or till i excape from all this 9 to 5 never brings in enough dough Yeah i hate this jb but shit i still go Gotta make sure you stay fited Like all the women Or firends you know I know I'm not around most times That wasn't how I planed to have my family But let the world tell you these lies You have no idea what you mean to me Me and your mom see the best in you There's nothing special that you have to do Daddy he loves you that fact remains true One day I sware to God I Will show you I don't know what all you heard Or all this pain you think that I deserve I'm trying to show you I love you And I think of you Show you in more then just words One day I may show out of the blue Showering gifts round the world I got you Then I'll never leave again A new book begins And that I'm praying for you