Yeah

Can I bare my soul?

Nothin' seems to go the right way unless it's down

I'm just prayin' it's the right way I'm headed now

Nothin' seems to go the right way unless it's down

Bring it back

Nothin' seems to go the right way unless it's down

I'm just prayin' it's the right way I'm headed now

Nothin' seems to go the right way unless it's down

Still I keep on moving' ahead

Look

Can I admit I'm afraid?

Can I admit my second guessin'?, afraid I'ma say

The wrong thing that'll make 'em leave me and see me a way

That's different than the perception that's with me today

Can I be afraid?

Look

Just the other day, they killed our **** Nip

Got all my ****'s out here stressin' bout what they can give

Text message from all 'em sayin' be safe for real

I pray it last when that time of mourn no longer here

Mornin' after, my soul feel outta balance

Listenin' to those who only speak when somethin' happen

Preach on shit

That don't agree with shit

That they be rappin'

Then wonder why we hesitate

To put it in to everyday, livin'

Tryna know the true definition of worthy

Will she leave me if I'm still chasin' dreams at age thirty?

Will he bleed me if I make it out while he was needin' mercy?, I

Just need to know your intentions

Not the way I intended

To lose another one to show me what's real

Rest in Peace my **** Will

Just know that the dream will not, ever fade

Told me that my shit will bring him better days

His dad too was livin' in murky water like Everglades

I wrote this in a time that I'm lost

I need a remote location just to channel my thoughts

I'm battlin', demons, strangers

Built up anger

Bein' a savior

Not guaranteed to see later, limited favors

Keep it silent when they act out

I know they only pick you up to throw you back down

My background, divided in two

When half of me don't give a fuck

The other side really do

I need to get closer to God again

Get closer to Mama them

Get back to the ground where I walk amongst the common men

Look 'em in the eyes

Show 'em that I'm no different

The trap of the industry, lately got my soul shiftin'

I'm just ventin'

Like A/C inside the south when the summer bled

Mama scratchin' lottery tickets to get ahead

Tryna understand the root of why the family fled

But then I thought

Even Last Supper had bread

So, tell me why I'm supposed to be the only one without some paper

My ****'s used to tell me

That they gotta catch me later

But nowadays, ain't no promise

Who gon' make it back

I can gain it all and lose myself

I'm more afraid of that

Damn