Devastation

Am I gonna get to know you

Or is this just devastation?

I could fuck you in a coffin

Or on a table

As long as it wouldn't break

Is this just the coffee wakin' me up?

Shooting to my cotton brain

I try to work, I try to live it up

Always one hand

Was reaching out

So throw me a lifeline

I'm under the table

Just do what you want to

Am I sleeping? Am I waking up?

Was I dreaming

Of the way we were?

Let me in, you let me walk with you

Telling me stories

In the places you were

Turn the idle night, you show me the lights

In your hometown

Down by the seashore

If it's good, then why am I breakin' it up?

Comin' to pieces

All over you again

So throw me a lifeline

'Cause I'm in the water

Just do what you want to

And I don't know what to do

And I don't know what to say

Givin' it up for you, yeah, yeah

And I can't trust myself

No, I can't trust myself

Don't wanna make any dumb decisions

But I don't trust myself

No, I don't trust myself

Givin' it up isn't gonna be easy

And I don't trust myself

No, I don't trust myself

I don't tr-tr-trust myself

Tr-tr-trust myself

Just do what you want to