Itch

If you could see me, would you see through me? I am to the eye what you are to my body Naked and empty Making excuses for awkward answers to insidious questions So if you could hear me, would you hear me out? Sick of feeling weak and obsessed with my doubts That I can't explain We've all grown and changed But the hurt lingers deep within I'm all the men I hate But I don't wanna be seen, I wanna be felt But no one understood so what makes the difference now? Consume the void of sex - an unfamiliar bed - an apathetic drink - We just couldn't connect And now I itch My body is for all And I am nothing And now... I itch It's easy to portray Covered in vomit on endless display Angry about the pills I take as if those are what made me feel this way Sometimes it doesn't make sense; what's in my head The smoke in my lungs - the blade to my skin I can never leave it be, even when it's done And now I itch My body is for all And I am nothing And now... I itch If you could feel me, would you feel me now? Still naked and empty - obsessed with my doubts That I cant explain We've all grown and changed But the hurt lingers deep within all there is pain