Trying to sleep. Counting the sheep. Tricking myself. Slowing the beat. I don’t

wanna die today. Expanding my lungs. I am not alone. Feeling impaired. Rooting

for change. I can’t do this anymore. How do you fix these imperceptible

feelings? Running in circles...Sweat on the sheets, shake in my skin, squeezing

my head. Same atmosphere. Souvenirs from months ago. Compressing my lungs, I am

all alone. Feeling despair. Nothing compares. I don’t wanna die at all. (This

medicine is not working, these vitamins are bullshit, Why cant you fix this? I

am lost) How do you fix these imperceptible feelings? Running in circles…

Fool’s paradise… Keep drinking until you can smile again :) Crawling in

circles. Chasing our failures. Running in circles!!!!!