Never Had the Balls

I was lost, felt nothing at all but I'm coming back now

Yeah, I'm in the background, no need to react now

That everything's done (But let me say)

I thought it would be simple enough, and I had to grow up

Just to learn all the ways that it's not

But I never thought that I'd wanna call it quits in my whole life

I never aimed to feel confused, I blame myself to tell the truth

But now I know that everything's hard when you're living in the dark

And you don't even wanna see it through

If that had to be the way I'd be feeling for days

And I knew it back then, I probably wouldn't do it

But I never got the chance to tell you

I never had the balls to tell you

No, I never had the balls to tell you

I did everything that I could, but still, I was helpless (So helpless)

I shouldn't waste my precious time on anybody living off of mine

And now I know that things are getting better, I could live like this forever

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

When I found my own way out

Was to open my mouth and be honest

I had to go and do it, yeah

"This could be the best decision that you ever make

Please, don't be afraid", she reassures me

I know it's hard to play pretend

I promise you it's due to end

And winners never quit, you know, so quitters never win

(It's only getting better now for you)

I'm your man if you're looking for good times

Feel amazing and I'm on my way home

Yeah, I'm finally in the zone

I heard the word "goodbye" and felt surprised that I wasn't even sad in the slightest

My mind was made up, but if I had to live a life

Only being polite, I'd be giving in

I'm never gonna do it

I never got the chance to tell you

I never had the balls to tell you

No, I never had the balls to tell you now

Balls to tell you

Balls to tell you

I never got the chance to tell you (No)

Never had the balls to tell you

Balls to tell you

But I never got the chance to tell you (No)

Never had the balls to tell you (I didn't)

Balls to tell you