Don't wait up for me she said
I'm just out for some air
Held it together for a month
Destroyed in a year
I'm going out for a walk in the cold
I'm so used to the warmth
It's all I've ever known
Everyone's so young
And I'm so old
Maybe not in my skin
But I feel it in my bones
Everyone's so full of it
And I can barely breathe
My battle is with myself
My cuts won't bleed
I thought I'd left my secrets
I thought I'd left my secrets back at the distant shores
But the waves brought them back to our new coast
And all these places look like home
But a different one from what I've known
And you can't jump all these fences
My lungs are cold
From breathing in this winter for way to long
So here I am defenseless
Reality strike at the best part of the dream
Just breathe and release
Everyone's so old
And I'm so young
Feel it from my fingertips
Down to shaky knees
Everyone's so empty inside
And I'm ready to burst
My battle is with all of you
My cuts are rivers and streams
I thought I'd left my secrets back at the distant shores
But the waves brought them back to our new coast
And all these places look like home
But a different one from what I've known
And you can't jump all these fences
My lungs are cold
From breathing in this winter for way to long
So here I am defenseless
Reality strike at the best part of the dream
Just breathe and release
