This time I won't refuse, so abusive
I'm right here motherfucker
This time, I won't refuse, so abusive
Pages never change, they are blurring
And that's the reason I'm still hurting
And that's the reason I still
Throw my ashes to the hollow abyss
I'm falling
With the scars that are running down my neck
All I want is to walk the earth alone
I'm right here motherfucker
I won't accept happiness until I'm down in the dirt
I'm falling
These drugs that will lead to a heart attack
This time I won't refuse
(This time I won't refuse)
So cynical
Running back for more
So insecure
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
I'm stood on the edge of my existence
My inner system
This time I won't refuse, so abusive
Fuck playing the victim
Fuck playing the victim
Falling through your hands
I'm always the one to blame
Falling through your hands
I'm always the one to blame
I'm always the one to blame
I'm someone who can't be saved
I'm someone who can't be saved
I'm someone who can't be saved
I'm someone who can't be saved
This time I won't refuse
This time I won't refuse
So cynical
Running back for more
So insecure
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
So cynical
So insecure
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
Into pieces
Watch my kingdom fall
