A Weak Ago

Can't you tell that I'm anxious?

Don't you know that I

I didn't want this at all?

Can't you see that it makes me sick

When I act overconfident about nothing?

I'm not feeling the way

No, I'm not feeling the way that you want me to

I'm just peeling away

That big, thick skin you want me to put on display

I'm the same as I

I was a week ago

But everyone's saying that I

I'm not at, I'm not at all

The same and it's become unusual

And everyone says that I

I got it, I got it all

You should know that I'm thankful

Even though I feel stuck

Just remember I envy you

Because you don't have to fake anybody at all

I'm not feeling the way

No, I'm not feeling the way they expect me to

I'm not pulling away

See, I'm just pulling the same shit on a different day

I'm the same as I

I was a week ago

But everyone's saying that I

I'm not at, I'm not at all

The same and it's become unusual

And everyone says that I

I got it, I got it all

It's the same as it

It was a week ago

But everyone's saying that it

It's not at, It's not at all

The same and it's so fucking difficult

How nobody's there until

You've got it, you've got it all

I'm the same as I was a week ago

But everyone's saying that I'm... oh, fuck

I'm the same as I

I was a week ago

But everyone's saying that I

I'm not at, I'm not at all

The same and it's become unusual

And everyone says that I

I got it, I got it all

It's the same as it

It was a week ago

But everyone's saying that it

It's not at, It's not at all

The same and it's so fucking difficult

How nobody's there until

You've got it, you've got it all