Though I'm on vacation

I'm feeling in control

Or stuck inside a hole with no one else

And though I think I'm patient

I'm curled up like a child

I must be in denial of something else

I'm not getting clean like I wish you were

I'm not getting clean like I wish you were

I'm tired of your basement

I'm like a wishing well

You know that I wish you well when I move on

No matter where I'm stationed

I'll think of all your love

The cactus patterned rug that we slept on

And I'm not getting clean like I wish you were

I'm not getting clean like I wish you were

I'm not getting clean like I wish you were

Oh, I'm not getting clean like I wish you were