Haven't felt the same happiness since elementary

People tryna lock me in creative penitentiaries

My high school experience started fucking with me mentally

Can't see ahead of me

Embedded in my head is thoughts of feeling

Empty

Thoughts so sick

That's why I where the mask often

I get lost when I spit

Everything's dumb

I'm feeling numb

Hating my presence

Like a bad christmas

Is this hell

Oh well

I'm dismissive

Tell me

If I'm dreaming

That's what I'm wishing

I cant' find a human I relate to

I can't find a person that don't hate who

I am

I am

I am

I am

S S H V D O W

I can't find the will to love you

S S H V D O W

I don't know what this has come to

S S H V D O W

I can't find the will to love you

S S H V D O W

I don't know what this has come to

S S H V D O W

I can't find the will to love you

S S H V D O W

I don't know what this has come to