i hope for rain

There's a cloud above my bed A screaming silence in my head I find myself hoping for rain To hide away all of the tears I've shed Crashing, I'm burning, I'm scattered There's nothing making me sadder Asking myself, does it matter? Oh Always end up in this pattern Falling too deep down the ladder Asking myself, does it matter? I hope for rain on sunny days That no one sees me in this state It hurts with every move I make I hope for rain on sunny days Latching on to misery Invite the devil in for tea My sight's so blurry, I can't see Guess I'll never learn from my history Crashing, I'm burning, I'm scattered There's nothing making me sadder Asking myself, does it matter? Oh Always end up in this pattern Falling too deep down the ladder Asking myself, does it matter? I hope for rain on sunny days That no one sees me in this state It hurts with every move I make I hope for rain on sunny days (Crashing, I'm burning, I'm scattered) (There's nothing making me sadder) (Crashing, I'm burning, I'm scattered) There's nothing making me sadder Crashing, I'm burning, I'm scattered There's nothing making me sadder