It's only a test

A warning sign that I am up above

Flight can teach you reason with a shove

It's only a drug, a couple of hours just to pass the time

Can you tell I am not in my mind?

It's so hard to let things go

Slow decline

It's wrong to feel so low

Doing lines

It's only a trick

A deception to the people that I know

Is it pain or is it purposeful?

It's only a rouse

The sympathy you are addicted to

Selfish and I hated helping you

It's so hard to let things go

Slow decline

It's wrong to feel so low

Doing lines

So talk about it, talk about it, talk about it

Talk it all night

You will not expect, my limelight

Slipping your conscience into my mind

Hoping you'd say you're wrong and I'm right

Very afraid that you're gonna die