Tell me how many lil trials do we go thru to make it thru

I had to balance my feet on this earth with my shoes had to make move

Take a step at your risk or two

Tend to your garden, no fruit from the harvest

Or all of it's rotten

Cause you had been plotting

Schemin' I saw it

The reasons I'm guarded

And worried ‘bout sorrys

Now look at you starving

Yeah

Reaching for that gleaming, silver lining

Life is full of all of these surprises

Mindless mind

I look, so where I find it

I can’t stop the ticking tock it’s timing

Depression hit the peak from all the climbing

I can’t even stop

Rope has got me caught

Neck is in the knot

This what life has brought

Look at what I’ve lost

Look at what the cost is

This where the demons invade

I had to go find an escape although feelings will change

Will I remain or decay

Don't call me Mistakes

Wanna be the first in the class gotta ándale

Speed to the bag or it'll fade away

First on display

This is my purpose, a dream

Ain't no need to fake

Sleep for the weak move up out the way

I can't keep putting my shit on hold

Get out the hole gotta take control

Bleed out my soul got some stitches to sew

My baby girl gone wasn’t 2 months old

Tell me just what you know

Been burden the load, how you burn and let go

Take off the blind fold

Your demons in clothes

Leeching and feasting all over your soul

How this life get so cold

Everything is just fine

They gone ask if I'm lying

Write it out on the line

I keep hope and I'm trying

Will it stop when I die

Everything is just fine

They gone ask if I'm lying

Write it out on the line

I keep hope and I'm trying

Will it stop when I die

The rich getting richer

The poor getting poorer

Institutions have been built to destroy us

Resolutions say they wanna deploy us

Surrounded by this paranoia

I keep going through the motions

Feel my heart been getting colder

Flowing deeper than the ocean

Keep my eyes a little lower, right

Feel I'm creeping to the other side

But I just keep on

Reaching for that gleaming silver lining

Life is full of all of these surprises

Mindless mind

I look, so where I find it

I can’t stop the ticking tock it’s timing

Depression hit the peak from all the climbing

I can’t even stop

Rope has got me caught

Neck is in the knot

This what life has brought

Look at what I’ve lost

Look at what the cost is

This where the demons invade

I had to go find an escape although

Feelings will change

Will I remain or decay

Don't call me Mistakes

Wanna be the first in the class gotta ándale

Speed to the bag or it'll fade away

First on display

This is my purpose, a dream

Ain't no need to fake

Sleep for the weak

Move up out the way