Googling how much rollercoasters cost

So someday I can build a Gami Gang theme park

In my backyard, get sponsored by NASCAR

It shouldn't be that hard of a thing to do

So I will make it happen someday

Googling how much medicine I'll need

To stop feeling like everybody fucking hates me

Shouldn't be that much, so I'll go pick up

Couldn't be that hard to do

So I will make it happen someday

It's a long way from here to where I wanna be

But I know that there is nothing stopping me

From being the person that you see on your TV

And it's a long time from now until you'll get to see

A version of me that isn't completely

Destroyed by the war and peace that's playing in my head

But just wait

It's only two more seconds

All these microscopic moments help me feel like I'm not helpless

I'm okay

And I'm trying not to feel so bad for myself

And I'm trying not to bring down anyone else