I don't know, this shit just get harder to say... but I guess, if I don't talk about it I'll never be able to get through it... so yeah here it goes

I just want some more

More of your time and more of your life

I mean more of yo essence and more of yo nights

When we would just vibe out

When we'd walk and we'd pause

We would just gaze at the moon believing we stars

It seemed we was Siamese now we unevenly scarred

I had the world when I had you but I was reaching for Mars

Sitting here drinking having Hennessy epiphanies

Drink got me thinking got me sifting through memories

How I was back then got me missing my energy

And missing your presence cause you was great as a friend to me

And I love you

What is love what do love mean to me

I want you to sit on the sofa wit me

To watch a classic movie

You to be the closest to me

To ride with me no questions to put some hope into me

I gotta have someone reliable now

Cause it seems that everybody in my life let me down

Suppose to love unconditional even when flaws are found

But they don’t do that no more; they hate you but want you around (how?!)

I don’t need the gifts or the money

Take me serious honey

I don’t need all of your time but when you here make it count

Because I love strong; Hulk

I only serve it in bulk

And I know you ain’t perfect

But I know that you worth it

We got to help each other chisel out the waste; Sculpt

I keep holding my breath and I’m trying not to drown

3 years time that’s a wait

And You keep letting me down

But I love you

What is love, what do love mean to you

Someone who know you one to focus on you

Get some respect and affection

Someone to be close too

To put yo faith in that love and the other person come through? And love too

I’m sorry Maya for lying I ain’t know what it was

I know that I fucked it up, I drug her through the mud

And She sat there and waited for me to switch it up

Show her what she knew I could be before I knew who I was

And that’s beautiful

I could never repay you for that

But I swear on my life I’ll try if you take me Back

It’s still so crazy that

You held me down like Jay use to do, like we family but DNA don’t match

You family now

And I’m sorry for what I put you through

But The damage done

Now I’m wishing that I was good to you

Sitting here drinking having Hennessy epiphanies

Drink got me thinking got me sifting through memories

Suppose to love unconditional even when flaws are found

They don’t do that no more they hate you but want you around, how?

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I don’t need all of your time but when you here make it count