Some things are just not what they seem to be

I see the truth from underneath

I picture sitting in an open field

And you stick to your end of the deal

A contract that's signed by me and you

My resignation letter to

The girl with the whirlpool eyes

And pick and mix between her thighs

I lied

When i said id stay inside tonight

When i said id stay inside tonight

When i said id stay inside tonight

The cracks and the holes through which i slip are sealing

Wallpaper on my lips is peeling

Replaying days upon the screen

Searching for deleted scenes

I've let it get over my head

On some foreign beach ill wash up dead

But i don't have the time to grieve

It's too much effort to believe

I see

Everything and nothing in between

Everything and nothing in between

Everything and nothing in between

Empty out your pockets

Scream till no one tries to stop it

Move out to some coastal town

So you can dive until you drown

Empty out the water from your lungs

So you can stare into the sun just enough to go blind

And then jump back in against the tide you'll never drown you'll never die

Came to in the swimming pool

Ecstasy in neon hues

Bubbles rising from my mouth

No foreign beach or coastal town

I've given all there is to give

I'll find a better way to live

I'll surface at the other side

Take just one last look before i dive