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I'll break myself wide open Leave my insides exposed Yellow like you guessed it Watch my courage decompose Like a martyr to a lost cause I let my fear drag me down I swear that I'm trying I swear that I'm trying now I'm starting to slip back again I'm trying but I'm struggling All these voices running through my head These pills can make me feel alive But make me wish I were dead I'll paint myself from head to toe In a color that makes me feel the lowest of lows Once a happy vibrant hue Now I'm just a shade of melancholy blue But I'm so tired of feeling numb Like the world doesn't need me Like I'm never enough Maybe I'm just a shade of grey Or maybe I'm a color that means I'm okay I'm starting to slip back again I'm trying but I'm struggling All these voices running through my head These pills can make me feel alive But make me wish I were dead I'm starting to slip back again I'm trying but I'm struggling All these voices running through my head These pills can make me feel alive But make me wish I were dead All I ever wanted Was to feel okay All I ever needed Was to be proud of me I'm starting to slip back again I'm trying but I'm struggling All these voices running through my head These pills can make me feel alive But make me wish I were dead I'm starting to slip back again I'm trying but I'm struggling All these voices running through my head These pills can make me feel alive But make me wish I were dead