Yeah i want to dedicate this song to my oldest daughter Amari

Hi princess

I say its been to long yeah

Im thinking about you so I made this song

Cant help but think about all the time its been since daddys gone

So many miles away just to visit you at home

I can't wait til you get home

I say its been to long yeah

Im thinking about you so I made this song

Cant help but think about all the time its been since daddys gone

So many miles away just to visit you at home

I can't wait til you get home

I miss you and I love you

Im crying tears while I'm writing this just thinking of you

But I just had to let you know your daddy fighting for you

So when this day here come to past

And I make us a new song

Im thanking God for the past

They don't understand the pain that i been through

Imagine waking without your son or daughter next to you

I then shed so many tears

Its already been three years

Im steady making these payments I can get caught up in rears

Conversations that I had with your mom over the years

I guess they went to deaf ears because it still couldn't bring you here

Left me begging just to have her

Keep me stuck here with this fear

Wanted to kidnap my own daughter thought about it every year

So i had to pray to God he grab the wheel and come and steer

Had the Devil working on me I was blind to what was clear

I know when it thunderstorms that it sunshines when it clears

At first I couldn't talk about it

It took time for me to get here

I only do this for my daughter losing time every year

And all the memories you then cost from the time with my kid

Aint no second you can't see me

My features stuck in my kids I'm feeling like abraham I had to sacrifice a kid

I had to think about it

I had time to grow up out it

Thought talking to your mother was the right way to go about it

But instead i got papers at the front door

They from Family Children Support

But before i hand them this money i was always here support

Putting money in your account making trips 13 hours there and back

Now can you tell me what kind of dad would do that

No matter what you say it just took a man to do that

No matter what our status is don't use your child to strike back

See this the energy you gave me now I'm proud to fight back

So many times when i ask can my daughter come back

So ima take it to these courts and I aint worried about that

Cant go another day without her

Im just worried about that

To have to take her through these courts

Naw you aint worried about that

I guess somethings will never change I include people in that

To take a daughter from her Father whats the equal in that

See Im close to solving a puzzle she the piece that I'm missing

I just want my daughter to know that she the love i been missing

All them nights i sheaded tears because it weigh on my spirit

But now i gotta thank the Lord he gave the strength that was missing

I feel i can see it I know that day is coming

I say a day that i been chasing for so long

Mentally saying that I'm straight but in the head it had me gone

Had me thinking about my actions and all the things that i did wrong

But I had to realize I'm the victim in this song

If you left it up to me I wouldnt of never left the state

But we got our own problems Never know whats on your plate

But i just had to keep it real If I never kept it straight

I never had you out the deal but i was cool with how it played

Only wanted to be a father

Just be there for my daughter

But you took that blessing from me

And ran with it like a hostage

Nothing that we had going on should have been a blockage

I'm Just here to tell you

You was wrong you should have stopped it