There's something about the way

Light scatters through the surface of water

The way it breaks through the darkened depths

Guiding everything but me.

As the sickness takes it toll

I'm the coward, somewhere on the road.

Feeding doubt. Far from home.

The grey is overtaking me

It'd be so much easier to expect the worst

To expect the light at the end of everything

To just disappear cause my solace is shattered

I woke up to the haze

A bleak reality

Fall to my knees with palms to the sky.

But the truth is..

Shards of glass could greet my face, and I wouldn't feel a thing

The waves could take my lungs, and I won't fear what it brings

Guide my way through the fray

Guide me through the fray

Stain the pavement with the last of my faith.

I'm fading out

Too afraid to face the truth revealed

I've lost my grip

Can't bare to think of a loss so dear

I'm losing touch

With what could be real

I've lost myself again and again

So my God, this is my cry to You

Fall to my knees with palms to the sky

Am I ready to embrace this part of life?

Cause the truth is..

What will be left of this when I know I'll break time and time again?

There must be more

Why can't I see it

Searching for oxygen to restore my peace..

Restore my peace again

I can't hear your words

But I still believe them

I just don't have the faith to believe that there's nothing to this mess

There must be more

Why can't I see it

Even as time wears thin and my vision dims

I'll seek the evidence

I can't hear your words

But I still believe them