(And I swear to God I hate this)

(I don't let it show)

(Do they really fuck with me or somebody that I know?)

(All the lights are getting softer, maybe I should call it)

(Feel like an imposter, I just never saw it)

I swear to God I hate this I don't let it show

Do they really fuck with me or somebody that I know?

All the lights are getting softer, maybe I should call it

Feel like an imposter, I just never saw it

You can take it all away

But I'll still be here, I'm not goin' anywhere

There's a couple things you can't erase

Never disappear, yeah I'm not goin' anywhere

So you can waste my time

Cause I never had it anyway

Made my mind, but the voices always get to me

Fell behind so I try to think on better days

Keep my head up while I slowly evaporate

How can I shine when the skies are grey?

Why am I dry if it always rains?

I know I really shouldn't let it get to me

But I'm so sick of all of this and

That's not how it's meant to be

(Waste my time)

(Cause I never had it anyway)

(Made my mind, but the voices always get to me)

(Fell behind so I try to think on better days)

(Keep my head up or I'll slowly evaporate)

And I swear to God I hate this

I don't let it show

Do they really fuck with me or somebody that I know?

All the lights are getting softer, maybe I should call it

Feel like an imposter, I just never saw it

I swear to God I hate this

I don't let it show

Do they really fuck with me or somebody that I know?

All the lights are getting softer, maybe I should call it

Feel like an imposter, I just never saw it