Happier

Feels like im spending my whole life Waiting is there something more

Feels like I'm happier eyes closed Dreaming than living anymore

By now I thought I'd have my shit together

By now I thought that I'd be doing better

Right now its looking like that might be never

Right now its looking like that might be never

I thought that I'd be happier

Just thought that I'd be happier

Didn't think id have it all guess I just thought that I'd be happier

im spending money I haven't made yet Tell me I'm important

Been faking smiles so long my face Hurts just pretend you feel normal

By now I thought I'd have my shit together

By now I thought that I'd be doing better

Right now its looking like that might be never

Right now its looking like that might be never

I thought that id be happier just thought that I'd be happier

Didn't think id have it all guess I just Thought that I'd be happier

I thought that I'd be happier

Just thought that I'd be happier

I dont even want it all just wanna feel a little happier