I'm Not Okay...

Three, two, one, go

I met you when I gave up

You made me feel I was enough

And it was easy to love you

But now I don't want to

Hold back these thoughts anymore

Remember when I picked you up

I told myself you were the one

Why did this happen?

Now my thoughts are crashing

But falling and hitting the floor

I loved you

More than I thought I could do

I didn't think I needed to

Cover up my eyes and imagine someone new

Now you left

And put me in this awful place

I'm holding onto what we had

Now I feel this pain

And I'm not okay

There's a new rain that's coming down

I just can't get up off the ground

And I've been crying a lot

And praying to God that you and I would work this out

I used to love to feel my heart

But now the space is really hard

I thought things were different

Now I see a vision of me driving off in my car

I loved you

But now my heart is black and blue

I don't think that I'll make it through

I'm on the floor of my bathroom

And I cannot move

Mmm, I'm not okay, oh

I'm still waiting

And I'm not okay (but I want you here)