Do You Turn Red?

Do you turn red? When I am freezing I close my eyes and dream about it I remember what I did I fall and lose it When I wake up and scream in my bed Yes, I remember everything You look at me with eyes closing and (closing and, closing and, closing and) Then I turn red and feel like sinking You'd heard about it in the morning You tell me everything I like it's desperate I reimagine it every day I know I magnify in my head I'm scared I won't forget 'til I'm dead I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm-