If I Look Fine

If I look fine that's how you know I'm not Slips through my fingers, everything I got And I'm doing the things that you do to get Better but my moods are still changing just like the weather So if I look fine that's how you know I'm not This illness Is killing It's mentally draining I'm taking The time To try to stop complaining I'm wondering At this point Just what I'm gaining But I can't stop Now because You wouldn't face me These gears always turning in my head Breaking me down and make me with I's dead I didn't ask for this No I didn't ask for this But maybe I'm just a little too tired to change it now If I look fine that's how you know I'm not Slips through my fingers, everything I got And I'm doing the things that you do to get Better but my moods are still changing just like the weather So if I look fine that's how you know I'm not If I look fine But I'm thinking of dying You never see me crying That don't work with me I just have these thoughts And they're all that I got And no they are not Saying nice things to me If I look fine But I'm thinking of dying You never see me crying That don't work with me I just have these thoughts And they're all that I got And no they are not Saying nice things to me If I look fine that's how you know I'm not Slips through my fingers, everything I got And I'm doing the things that you do to get Better but my moods are still changing just like the weather So if I look fine that's how you know I'm not