Lately I been feeling cursed

Who steering my life let's hit reverse

Ain't healing right, inflicting hurt

Can't believe my loved ones in the dirt

Lately I been feeling cursed

Who steering my life let's hit reverse

Ain't healing right, inflicting hurt

Can't believe my loved ones in the dirt

Nooo!

I can't believe the shit that I been dealing with

She was 'pose to make 86 now them babies sick

My mama tried to be strong one day she finally cried

How can I take this pain out yo daughter's eyes

Many years I done tried, yo wisdom we all relied

I know you spirit lives on we got you all inside

My daddy almost lost his wife to a drunk driver

I can't even make this up just a bunch of pile of

SHIT, my family cannot catch a break

Don't you say I'm acting funny bitch how can I celebrate

But my brother's getting married and a nephew on the way

So I swallow all my pain and never wear it on my face

But I'm crying in the shower and I'm tearing up the place

Then I'm saging meditating paying homage through the day

Up late writing lyrics dropping on my knees to pray

Brother called me crying this is all he had to say

Lately I been feeling cursed

Who steering my life let's hit reverse

Ain't healing right, inflicting hurt

Can't believe my loved ones in the dirt

Lately I been feeling cursed

Who steering my life let's hit reverse

Ain't healing right, inflicting hurt

Can't believe my loved ones in the dirt

Nooo!

You always told me you know what I'm saying we- we all got a number

And it's gone be called one day,

You know what I'm saying I just didn't think your day would be called

So soon you know. But I appreciate you,

Thank you for your life,

Thank you for your wisdom, Allean Grant... I love you...