I never felt alive before

Caught up in my mind, I've been dying slow, woah

One day I just got to know

Why I'm here and what the fuck am I hiding for? Like

Uh

Don't let them get through to you

Stay true and you will find

The reason you stay up at night, like woah

You know how it goes

Voices in my head, yeah, they always do the most

I swear, I know, I don't got a home

And even if I did, I'd pro'lly run away alone

I swear right now, nothing matters

I've been getting so high that it feel like we on Saturn

Fucking with these bitches, yeah, that's one hell of a pattern

And time is all that exists, I ain't into moving backwards

I've been shooting for these constellations

But the money talking like a conversation

When these bitches 'round me, I just want 'em naked

I spend every single day just contemplating

What's right? What's wrong?

My life, this song, can't die, 'cause I'm too strong

Every now and then I wanna give up, but

I just know I gotta keep my head up, yeah, yeah, yeah

Uh

Don't let them get through to you

Stay true and you will find

The reason you stay up at night, like woah

(Shit been gettin' old)

Tryna find myself but the world getting cold

My dear, I know, that's just how it goes

Hate me when I'm here but pro'lly miss me when I'm gone

I swear right now, I'm in a speedrace

And I got my nightmares on replay

Twenty-four seven

And they talking 'bout me, I'mma let 'em

I'm just happy I ain't who did mad shit

Maybe one day they gon' get the message, yeah

Uh

Don't let them get through to you

Stay true and you will find

The reason you stay up at night, like woah

I never felt alive before

Caught up in my mind, I've been dying slow, woah

One day I just got to know

Why I'm here and what the fuck am I hiding for? Like