Tunnel Vision

Long gone from a long term sentence There's nights that I wish I'd die Each time that I pass the entrance Wander up and peek inside How many attendants and what would they mention? Would it all end with a quiet procession? I get so invested in writing the end It's hard to digest this side of depression Send my illness into the trenches Desperate to end this Tunnel vision Suffer my own submission Short breath and a shorter falling There's nights that I wish I cared Always in a state of stalling I think I'm already there How much is a life worth? How do you decipher the heart of a fighter When you have to die first? I'm angry and tired, it's all on the wire Will anyone pine for my voice in the choir? Send my illness into the trenches Desperate to end this Tunnel vision Suffer my own submission Like shadows at night, there's no end in sight This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes Like shadows at night, there's no end in sight This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes But how did I end up here? I fell into a void this time Like headlights to a young deer It feels like I've been paralyzed But how did I end up here? (Like shadows against the night) I fell into a void this time (it looks like there's no end in sight) Like headlights to a young deer (like shadows against the night) It feels like I've been paralyzed (it looks like there's no end in sight) Send my illness into the trenches Desperate to end this Tunnel vision Suffer my own submission Like shadows at night, there's no end in sight This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes Like shadows at night, there's no end in sight This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes Like shadows at night, there's no end in sight This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes Like shadows at night, there's no end in sight This tunnel vision has been clouding my eyes