As If

As if

The words that leave my mouth mean something

As if

The clouds poured rain, turned mountains to nothing

And maybe I

Can keep myself dry

As if

It's fine

As if

The flowers bloom from where they used to rot

As if

Today was the best day to die

And maybe I

Can keep myself spry

As if

It's fine

As if

My family's waves took my breath away

As if

Nothing happened, I could've just stayed

And maybe I

Can stop myself from crying

As if

It's fine

As if

The worries that leave my heart turn to nothing

As if

The friends I made along the way were something

And maybe I

Can give it a try

I guess

It's fine