Shiva (feat. Benji. & Jurdan Bryant)

I got more than fifty shades of gray

(I got more than fifty shades of gray)

Living in a house of blues

(Living in a house of blues)

Taking it day by day

(Taking it day by day)

Living any way I choose

(Living any way I choose)

You heard that I'm a rolling stone

(Heard that I'm a rolling stone)

But you never know which way I move

(You never know which way I move)

Ay, baby, open up the window (Open up the window)

All depends on how the wind blow

A million ways to love, my ****, choose one

Or die trying, I can admit that's intimate, I been defiant

Realizing I'm more human than Zeus, Cupid flyin'

If I don't love my brother like I love my work

Question everything I'm on, question all my worth

My success is yours, the trajectory of adolescent black boys

When you were in the car with a mask on tryna mask all

Insecurities, impurities, fact, I was a curious cat

But they killed him, if black lives matter, it feel good to be black

But you know where we at

I got more than fifty shades of gray

(I got more than fifty shades of gray)

Living in a house of blues

(Living in a house of blues)

Taking it day by day

(Taking it day by day)

Living any way I choose

(Living any way I choose)

Oh, you heard that I'm a rolling stone

(Heard that I'm a rolling stone)

But you never know which way I move

(You never know which way I move)

Ay, baby, open up the window (Open up the window)

All depends on how the wind blow

Now that we sitting here reminiscing

I just picked the pen up to mention

Maybe illustrate my tears on construction paper

Cut it out, put it on the fridge to save for later

Open up, I'm so cold inside from what's happened to us

Maybe your daddy died or you're hooked on drugs

Stuck in the House of Blues, can't find a way out

Don't know which route to choose

It's getting pretty hot in here

The hotbox done turned to a coffin

I'm coughin', don't do that shit often

Checking my pockets, I lost it

I need me someone to talk to

I need me someone to lean on

I'm on the floor, I'm a mess

I can't let this shit get to me

Don't know which route to choose

Which sight to see, which fight to lose

What's right for me in my fight for you

It might frighten things, it might right the blues

It ain't my fault you ain't keeping up with the last place

You can't last long, you living fastpaced

This a track meet and not a drag race

I'ma do my dance on a bad day, still got the keys to my feet

(Vroom)

And maybe that's just how it goes

I'ma take my broken records, finna turn 'em into gold

I been searching for the answer, better look inside your soul

It be right above your lip, my ****, everybody knows

I got more than fifty shades of gray

(I got more than fifty shades of gray)

Living in a house of blues

(Living in a house of blues)

Taking it day by day

(Taking it day by day)

Living any way I choose

(Living any way I choose)

Oh, you heard that I'm a rolling stone

(Heard that I'm a rolling stone)

But you never know which way I move

(You never know which way I move)

Ay, baby, open up the window (Open up the window)

All depends on how the wind blow

Look, sterilize cold water from a tap, degradation in my neighborhood

Celebrate the current state of hate between the acres

Separated by the paper, goods, water, foods, schools to news

Are the clues we choose

True illusions? House of balloons, house of blues

Lollapalooza in the crowd aloof, alone, feel like a loser

For lack of better words, a fool following fools

I'm busting a move when the wind blow

Still tryna figure out now it's supposed to be

Unfortunately, never told in me

I just float around this rock like an astronaut

Franchise player, just another mascot

You amused, I'm confused by your fascination

Beauty's in the eye of the beholder, ain't it?

Had a girl that I loved, she was number one

These days, downgraded to just acquaintance

Ultimatums and new beginnings

What you building?

I just felt the breeze come through in between me and you

So I guess that I'll be on my way

I got more than fifty shades of gray

(I got more than fifty shades of gray)

Living in a house of blues

(Living in a house of blues)

Taking it day by day

(Taking it day by day)

Living any way I choose

(Living any way I choose)

Oh, you heard that I'm a rolling stone

(Heard that I'm a rolling stone)

But you never know which way I move

(You never know which way I move)

Ay, baby, open up the window (Open up the window)

All depends on how the wind blow

Ay, yo, ay, wow

Ay, yo, ay, wow

Ay, yo, ay, wow

Ay, yo, ay