Just when I think I’ve learned it all

I see your face and down I fall

I can’t explain so let’s pretend

That I’m content being your friend

If time is the ultimate healer

I’m afraid that you have no cure

Just distractions to keep me near

And from running out the back door

I can not forget the things you’d say

Back when our story was clean

Every time the feeling is the same

When your name shows on my cell screen

Just as I start to catch my breath

You pull me on for one more death

They say there’s nothing like your first

Even more so when you’re their worst

If time is nothing more

Than a figment of our imagination

I don’t think it’s strange

That I can’t seem to shake memories of you yet to come

I can not forget the things you’d say

Back when our story was clean

Every time the feeling is the same

When your name shows on my cell screen

Waking from dreams I lose my place

I was so sure that it was you

I want to know if you could feel the same

I already know it’s not true