No

I'm not gonna lose my mind this time

This time

And I tried to hold you back alright

Can't deny

It seems I don't even wanna be who I am

Gotta be different

Made myself a promise that I will change

Be a better person

I know its too late

You gave me all my time of life

It's too hard to

The way we had to said goodbyes

I don't care about

The things I hear, mostly all lies

Its the real life

So I keep it all aside

When I don't come around I know she gon be realising

I don't even wanna be around here

Cause this place seems to bring it all back

And I would never wanna feel it again

Feel it again

Feel it again

It seems I don't even wanna be who I am

Gotta be different

Made myself a promise that I will change

Be a better person