Talked to you today for the first time in a long time

Get advice that I don't want but I need

Curling up inside foster lies behind my eyes

Feed you a line I can't fake

Oh I'm anxious

I get nervous

I feel tired

And is it worth it

To wake up to

Things that scare you

Hanging on by a thread I can’t break

I need a minute to mend myself you can see it on my lips

That I need fixed

I need a second to sell it

It’s coming from my fingertips that I need fixed

I need

I need

I get so distracted living out my passions I forget I’m alive

But you’re so patient with all my changes

Always on my mind

I feel nauseous

I'm so cautious

With my dark side

And you know it

You’re on my side

Till my tears dry

Pick me up from the ground

Where I lay

I need a minute to mend myself you can see it on my lips

That I need fixed

I need a second to sell it it’s coming from my fingertips

I need fixed

I need

I won’t let it hold me down, hold me down, hold me down

I won’t let it hold me down, hold me down, hold me down

I won’t let it hold me down, hold me down, hold me down

I won’t let it hold me down, hold me down, hold me down