Purgatory

I’m living wide awake in this nightmare

Shut my eyes, she’s not there

Hold my head underwater just to watch me drown

In my dreams, I’m screaming

Since you’re gone this life lacks meaning

The heavy burden of this weight will bury me when I’m awake

So when I close my eyes

It helps me drift away

Inside of my own mind

As the light fades to grey

I’m calling

Come get me

Don’t leave me, don’t let me go

The darkness filled inside

Will I find the day?

I reminisce those times

But you’re so far away

Another day in this perfect fantasy

Another chemical rotting my bloodstream

Do you know how it feels to come undone?

I drag myself out of the dirt

I’ll raise the flames, I’ll scorch the earth

I know I’ve got to get away, got to face my fears, got to break this cycle

I’m calling

Come get me

Don’t leave me, don’t let me go

The darkness filled inside

Will I find the day?

I reminisce those times

But you’re so far away

You’ve been gone for so damn long,

I can’t remember when we were young

Everything I learned from you is dead and gone

I’m calling

Come get me

Don’t leave me, don’t let me go

Already gone for far too long

Do you remember when we were young?

Everything I ever taught you is now dead and gone

The darkness fills my mind

Will I find a way inside of my own mind

When you’re so far away?

The pain and silence, the fear of letting go

I’m wondering if I’ll ever know