I want something I should never have

By myself

My addiction's only in my head

And I won't ever let you go

Gonna make outside with you tonight

And I won't tell anyone about you

Gonna make outside with you tonight

And I still don't see why we can't run away

I'd rather take a shot at happiness

I'd rather live inside my head

I'm old enough to know that I'd rather be dead

You took one look at me and decided I was someone who could handle it

I'm pretty sure I could

I'm pretty sure I could

But I can't

Gonna make outside with you tonight

And I won't tell anyone about you

Gonna make outside with you tonight

And I still don't see why we can't run away

Gonna make outside with you tonight

And I won't tell anyone about you

Gonna make outside with you tonight

And I still don't see why we can't run away

I'm gonna dance outside with you tonight

And I won't tell anyone about you

Gonna make outside with you tonight

And I still don't see why we can't run away