Did You Ever

Slowly, some things are coming through the cracks Tumbled like sea glass, no time for me to react You pulled the rug out Now I count the days between phone calls, empty halls Tell me, what did it all mean Mama, Mama Will you let me hold your hand I don't understand You're gone, you're gone, you're gone A mattress, no headboard, all alone on the hardwood floor Unlocked door, can't ignore the sound of your flask in the bottom drawer Drowning in it, too gone to spin it Your story: villain me, no home of my own Who's winning Mama, Mama Will you let me hold your hand (Hold your hand) I don't understand You're gone, you're gone, you're gone I feel you rising in my throat Haunting the stillness with your silence Did you ever love me Mama, Mama Will you let me hold your hand (Hold your hand) I don't understand You're gone, you're gone