25 Hours

25 hours

Verse 1

Looking for a 25th hour know I need it

Meditating working on my Breathing

10 toes to the cement

I been grieving more then I been sleeping

I been fasting to cleanse my temple from these demons

All Spirit no eating

At the fountain of after life

Trynna quench my thirst

Stop searching for u in buildings

& realize Iʼm the church

Hit a place where i ainʼt know my Worth

Instead seeking u till death

I put this music first

Shit

This false humility gone kill me

Ifeel dead inside

A humble spirit cant give u food

When u fed w pride

A honest tongue canʼt speak the truth

When u bred from the lies

When tears fall I pray u hear my cries

Hook

 

 Working off a dollar & a dream

A vision & these words is all I need

But it dont pay the bills

Staring at the hours turn to minutes

Counting every second w precision

Ainʼt gone get stomachs filled

Iʼm just asking for a prayer

 CN u lend a hand

When I get back on my feet

I give it back to u

 

Short hand on the clock spin like ceiling fan

Wish I had 25 hours here to live again

Can u pray for me

Wishing i had 25 on the clock

But it donʼt work that way

Verse 2

Working with a budget

I canʼt lie it almost killed me

Gambled all that I had with no insurance that theyʼd feel me

Was perpetrating scared to open up & show the real me

Feared theyʼd poke at my scars

& open wounds instead of heal me

Mmm

 My walk ainʼt perfect

Still got the world in me

I been battling with working & reading yo psalms

Finding balance on doing whatʼs best & work for me

Writing ghetto gospel for my negus who canʼt post a bond

Iʼd be lying if I said Iʼm happy

Iʼd be lying if I said Iʼm comfortable

With how life spinning at me

Iʼm tired of crying Iʼm in need of family

But the pride thatʼs inside wonʼt let the Mann in me

Die daily

But I shut em out due to depression

Iʼm tired of crying & wiping tears

You been gone for years

Mmm

If I donʼt go hard who gone feed the family

Far from the truth

Appeared to walk this straight line

 Tell me what yo faith like

When