It's not a lack of trying

Getting hard to communicate

My mental health is tired

There's no room for anymore baggage

This years enough of a mess without me running my mouth

I Don’t feel that depressed

But the words won’t come out

Swear I’m trying my best

But it feels like I’m just

Waiting for the next one

Waiting for the next blow

Can’t catch me by surprise

Cause it’s all that I know

Really all consuming

I’m not really living

Waiting

Waiting for the Panic

Panic

Panic

Panic

I'm waiting for the Panic

I don’t know why I’m fighting

Something I can’t even understand

Like the planets aren’t aligning

The universe has something against me

This years enough of a mess without me running my mouth

I don’t feel that depressed

But the words won’t come out

Swear I’m trying my best.

It feels like I’m just

I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay

I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay

I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay

Feels like I'm just

I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay

(Just breathe just breathe you're safe)

I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay

(Just breathe you’ll be okay)

I’m not okay I’m not okay I’m not okay

(Just breathe just breathe just breathe)

Waiting for the next one

(Waiting)

Waiting for the next blow

(Waiting)

Can’t catch me by surprise

Cause it’s all that I know

(All that I know)

Really all consuming

I'm not really living

Waiting

(Waiting)

Waiting for the Panic

Panic

Panic

Panic

I'm Waiting for the Panic

I'm Waiting for the next one

Waiting for the next blow

Can’t catch me by surprise

Cause it’s all that I know

It’s really all consuming

Yeah I'm not really living

Waiting

Waiting for the panic