I am in touch with the worst part of myself

Surrendered to my own hell

I tried to reach inside myself to see what it is thats dragging me down

I see only broken expectations

I see nothing but comparisons

I feel the cracks from under my skin

I surrendered to my own hell

You cannot believe how hard I fell

Sometimes I still can’t believe that I am a fucking deviant

I am selfishness

I am the one who asked for this

The worlds not enough for me

Watch your fucking step

Before I break your neck

I am unstable at best

I know now that I’ve got my own back

No expectations to break inside my own head

A deviant does best by himself

Thriving in the deepest parts of his hell