I’m trynna get you out my system

But these symptoms of reminiscing leave no wisdom

I think I am in need of assistance

I am on a mission I’m just trynna shake the addiction

But with my prescriptions I don’t know exactly what I’m missing

Everybody now a days they cheating on somebody else

I ain’t the type to tie you down bitch I’m the type to tape your legs

Dump your body in the trunk catch me cruising by the feds

As they gone try and chase me down I’m gonna drive-’em off a ledge

I got two things on my mind one is suicide

You could run and hide but ain’t nobody leaving here alive

No more mr nice guy who is barely getting by

I’ll roll a dime in two and hope that it’ll get me through the night

See I be broke as fuck and my car is always breaking down

Single father cause I have never been fun to be around

Never hit the town cause you know I’m always on a budget

You would never catch me in the club even if I wasn’t

I let you in and I don’t know what I was thinking

Something I could not believe but then it happened for reason

Trying to figure out exactly why but I don’t have the slightest clue

I guess to teach a lesson and in time I’ll know what to do

For now I’ll roll blunt upset suppressing all the memories

Until the day that I forget thinking if you remember me

I’ll never trust a single soul I don’t wanna leave my home

I don’t know I’m why I came but I think it’s better if I go

I feel like I cannot escape my own anxiety

I tend to zone out cause everybody wanna lie to me

This what happens if you do not fit in with society

The homie Illah G is Nevada state property

And I know people who be posted cross the border

That I’ll never see again because the homies got deported

That’s how you live you’re either rotting in a cell

Or you walk the weathered weary streets thinking you in hell

You stupid bitch I give you everything I had

Then you threw it all away and now you got me feeling sad

Because I really cared about you and I thought you were the one

I did everything I could but I guess it wasn’t enough

So to cope with the emotions dump the poison in the potion

Taking pills and snorting coke until my brain stops working

Every single day I’m waking up my lungs are always hurting

Cause I smoke a pack a day and that has always been for certain

I will always feel the pain that is followed by my anger

And it hasn’t gone away that’s how I know I am in danger and

I know that something gotta change but I do not know where to start

Fall apart right out the door yet I don’t even make it far

Go to work unmotivated working hard is overrated

Reasons we be congregated cause we under compensated

Life is always complicated always make me agitated

That’s why I be getting faded cause I’m always aggravated