I Lied

I know i told you I'd be better off being alone Don't need no man I rather be on my own Told you find another girl and stop ringing my phone Truth is baby i ain't never had a man like you You treat me so good The way you do the things you do Didn't wanna be hurt Or played for a fool So scared of having my heart broken So I would rather to keep On holding feelings inside The thought of giving so much To someone that i don't trust Just makes me hold back every time So i lied When i said i didn't want you I was scared to give you all my love I lied Tried to push you outta my life Cause i couldn't find a way to trust I know i never had a good reason I made a bad decision Now i'm here thinking Why did i lie If you never been in love before Then you really wouldn't understand Been down that road too many times Told myself i wouldn't do it again Even though you have my heart I just couldn't seem to let you in Cause i told myself i won't drop my guard No i will not give in So scared of having my heart broken So I would rather to keep On holding feelings inside The thought of giving so much To someone that i don't trust Just makes me hold back every time So i lied When i said i didn't want you I was scared to give you all my love I lied Tried to push you outta my life Cause i couldn't find a way to trust I know i never had a good reason I made a bad decision Now i'm here thinking Why did i lie Why why why why why Why did i lie Uh oh Why why why why why Why did i lie Why did i lie So scared of having my heart broken So I would rather to keep On holding feelings inside The thought of giving so much To someone that i don't trust Just makes me hold back every time So i lied When i said i didn't want you I was scared to give you all my love I lied Tried to push you outta my life Cause i couldn't find a way to trust I know i never had a good reason I made a bad decision Now i'm here thinking Why did i lie