Depression storming down on me

Anxiety is reigning king

Failures are spit back in my face

I'm letting this life pass away

These roads will lead me to my grave

These are the roads and paths I chose to pave avoidant and withdrawn I'll stay

Misanthropy the price I pay for following my dreams

Disillusion break my wings and set me free

Murphy's f*cking law refers to me

Sore throat, sore lungs, bad mood

Bad luck, stay cold, locked up

Every door has closed

I'm disenchanted and alone

Spirit expired in it's host

The damaging effects of loss

There is no higher price or cost than losing everything you love

I walk in limbo

My lease on life, revoked

The things I passed up for this

Are now my ghosts

Ghost will haunt

Abandon, disappear

All you love is dying here

Can't end up like them

Damn the pessimist

I'm enthralled in the absence of innocence

Disillusionist

Embrace despair

Accept it as punishment