Better

I still get the visuals Rolling through my mind Summer nights I'm running wild Moonlight in my eyes Dress me up like Sunday Make it look real nice Goody combs hair grease And a little bit of your time I get my steps custom ordered from the Most High All my niggas know why The only voice I ever hear and comply Nah I never ask why cause you know best I drop the pride and put away my chest So all they ever see is she so cold and she so goals She might fall but she gone grow Sing like Legend take it slow She gotta heart like her daddy You gotta ask him to have me She gotta smile like her mama do Pretty and wide and squinting her eyes She don't even try She got the light The fifth and the final She's the tidal in ways It's a shame she only riding the wave damn That make me think of all them times when I was down and shit Faking every smile like I'm down with it I could cry a river deep enough to drown in it Hey that's just any other Monday if you down this shit I had a few close calls but I ain't answer the phone It was a time I couldn't go back home I made a house up out that four door Like ain't nothing wrong I make a way up out of no way That's grandma song Way back when I remember way back when All the pressure almost made me put away that pen That depression had me feeling like I just can't win But that depression got me fucked up I can't give in Oh yea Whatever happened to them friends I kept All them nights when I just cried and slept Don't let nobody tell you who you are And make you miss your steps You got to stare in the mirror and define yourself Find yourself Stop and realign yourself Take the time sis remind yourself That you got you So don't be stressing thinking he got two Cause she not you So they not cool I hope nobody ever tell you not to feel And if they do I hope you learn to spot the real Loving on your woman man it really ain't no crime And you can shed a tear and be a man at the same time They be lying So I don't trust what people say to me And you can't hold my hand if you can't pray for me I was used to drinking the pain Placing the blame Never again See I done learned to twerk in the rain yea I look at who I am It got me proud like Penny I step back smile cause what the world gone give me I won't write no four page letters I just wanna be better In the name of whoever