Lonely

In my head, the monsters keep me up all night

Digging holes into my mind, they control me

Yeah, my bed's the only place that I can hide

Waiting for the sun to rise, it gets lonely

Nowhere to go

Haven't found it yet

I've been burning myself out like the ash of a cigarette

And I say I'm fine

Yeah, it's all in my head

So why am I running from my own damn silhouette?

Okay, here I go again on the kitchen floor

Surrounded by a life I just can't afford

Brown paper bags from the liquor store

Sorry, I'm not the one that you loved before, but

In my head, the monsters keep me up all night

Digging holes into my mind, they control me

Yeah, my bed's the only place that I can hide

Waiting for the sun to rise, it gets lonely

And everything

I can't say out loud

You put a hole in my chest

And it all came spilling out

Yeah, then there's those nights

I can't tell if I'm alive

I'm too broken to fight

But way too lonely to die

In my head, the monsters keep me up all night

Digging holes into my mind, they control me

Yeah, my bed's the only place that I can hide

Waiting for the sun to rise, it gets lonely

It gets lonely

It gets lonely

Yeah, well, here I go again on the kitchen floor

Staring at the lines on the cutting board

I don't even know what I do this for

Sorry, I'm not the one that you loved before, but

In my head, the monsters keep me up all night

Digging holes into my mind, they control me

Yeah, my bed's the only place that I can hide

Waiting for the sun to rise, it gets lonely

It gets lonely