Ain't it funny gettin defensive makes you aggressive

I pulled the trigger to the feelings on ya 3.8. Special

I'm done playing catch up

I got too much flavor to sit around on that shelf

While out with **** living life and loving yaself

I tried to help and tried to change my ways but yeen notice

Gave you a flower and you drowned it like a fukin lotus

Got Me losing my focus

Man this shit is so bogus

Push me away and then I disappear the hocus pocus

Nie you say I'm the coldest

Girl what yu want from me a lot of food Diamonds too

What you me to see, you gotta prove solitude

Can't een lie I love ya still don't put no one above ya

But girl you fucking with my nerves

My emotions on shuffle

I zipped em up and duffled

I tripled up my doubles

I'm goin hard but you fouled me on my triple double

I'm out here grinding girl for you and me, can't ya see

Act like blind but when I finally leave nie ya see

Fuck all that whining ain bitchin I'm jus being honest

Say yeen stun me then i dipped but nie I'm actin funny

The fuck do yu want from me

I keep on asking cause confusion at a all high

You texted me some shit then I seen it was all lies

I brought it up and you flipped it on me no surprise

That guilty feeling make defensive offense check the signs

You thank you oh so smooth

My momma love ya but my momma never raised a fool

And that's word to Khonsu

My **** Dirty say he want some shit like me and you

And I'm like shit me too

Can't say the same for you

What should i do

Cause my ex lil boo want me so bad

Push her away to make a way for you as time would pass

But me and her so sad

The feeling feel so trash

Feel like you the karma for how I did her in the past

So shid I can't get mad

They telling me

Everything that glitter sho ain't gold

I look at you

See that pretty face and dirty soul

But bay this shit gettin old

I gotta take control

And I won't bow down to nobody stand here on my toes

I mean I know

That hard times a show

But that's not time to go

When my mind tryna explode

And yo mind tryna reload

And when its time divide mine so mo

No

I'm tryna teach ya some

And ain perfect shit I know that

But everything you felt that I had lacked I tried to grow that

I feel like Kodak

Need a lil baby who gone listen

Cause some shit I pose to flip out about you go and flip it

And say I'm tripping

But now I get it

I see it vivid

My perception and yo perception and meant to kick it

And that's cool

Cause yo perception that's you

That's all you see so that's true

You thank I'm tryna blast you

I'm not

Just at a point of expressing what's been kept in

Can't talk to you so I just express with my pen

Cause when I tried it you flipped it on me again

I'm fucking tired of this shit with you ain't no win

You got a double standard

Dish out shit that you can't handle

But I'm above the scandals

Finally got my fukin answer

I shoulda listened to myself in the beginning

I knew that yu couldn't see shit else but what's stuck in yo vision

Or in yo mind cuz half the time

This shit could be so simple

Put the things behind ya that you been thru

Elevate yo mental

This shit could be so

Man fuck

This shit could be so motherfucking simple

Aight I feel better now