I’ve been dragging myself on the ground

(How could it be)

I can see myself lost and not found

(Not Found)

How I can keep this up when I’m dead?

(I'm dead)

I’m never making up for the shit that I said

I never wanted it to be this way

(Be this way)

Go ahead and give me what you got

(What you've got)

I’ll make sure there’s nothing left and let you rot

What if I can’t make it?

Would I make you proud?

Maybe I’m just like this

What if I end it all?

I keep looking at you from their eyes

(Their eyes)

All the scars that I see, let it bleed

(Just let it bleed)

I wonder how many times did you die

(You die)

Because of everything I’ve done in your mind

How dare you make me wander out with pain

I never wanted you to lay on the tracks

(Just lay right there)

Maybe next time, I’ll dig your grave

What if I can’t make it?

Would I make you proud?

Maybe I’m just like this

What if I end it all?

What if I dig deeper?

What if I begged, down on my knees?

Will I be forgiven?

Would I rest in peace?

R.I.P

To the thoughts inside my head

And the heart with emptiness

On my final way to hell

This breath, I’ll make this deal

Can I make you proud?

I will scream it out