Yesterday's Ghost

I’m scared for the future

Somebody once asked if I’m prepared for the future 

Barely making today, so I don’t care for the future

We ain’t promised tomorrow 

Ain’t no plans for the future

But once upon a time I had a glance at the future

And then I messed up, and blew my chance at the future

And now I realize, there’s no repair for my future

I’m at a stand still like I just stared at Medusa 

And fear is what I’m used ta 

Lately I\'ve been doing the most

I keep myself busy chasing after yesterday\'s ghost like

Sometimes I be doing the most

I keep my self busy chasing after yesterdays ghost like

They say I have a present 

And there’s no better time than the present to present it

 Cuz whenever I rhyme you can feel it in my presence

 In every single line you can feel when it’s presented

I guess it’s so divine

And I try not to question

 I’m just living my truth as it lies in the present

(The lie is in the present)

But at times it’s depressing

 The moment has arrived, but my mind isn’t present 

And now I got a headache

Hook

Aiiiiight

I guess after this 

The only thing for me to do Is go where I was happiest

And I haven’t been happy since 2010

And that’s around the same time I got this track from Chin 

That’s when I first met my girl, and still had half my friends

Or I thought they were

Now I don’t know who’s who, it’s all a blur

What’s all it worth?

My moms passed, the Lord called on her

Sometimes I wanna talk to her

But I been at a loss of words

And I’m tryna pack these shows

Man the scene ain’t been the same Since Fat Beats closed

New faces all around it’s only half that we know

But things change, no matter the path that we chose

Fast forward, I’m broken-hearted

My girl departed

I don’t got nobody to bother with all my problems

 Man I’m tired of talking

 Sometimes I close my eyes and wishI could croak

 But if I die today, tomorrow I’ll be yesterday’s ghost