With my luck you'll be dead within the year

I've come to expect it

There's nothing left to fear, at least there's that

Face to face and at my hands I snowed you in

With hydrocodone

Layer by layer 'til you disappeared

Hell is finding someone to love and I can't have you

Hell is finding someone to love and I can't see you again

Wheeled you in laid on your side

I cried and cried and at my signal

They stopped your heart and then you died

And under the fluorescents another sterile room

Where no one ever tells you just how clinical death looks

And I can't unsee it, the two shots it took

Hell is finding someone to love and I can't have you

Hell is finding someone to love and I can't see you again

Hell is finding someone to love and I can't feel it

Hell is finding someone to love and I can't, I can't